I wrote this a month or so ago when I was in a much different headspace (I am cycling through depression right now). But I still want the same for this relationship. **** I think about you all the time. After my first heartbreak I thought I’d never love anyone as much again. But this … Continue reading
You take me down with your quiet Of all the weapons you fight with Your silence is the most violent – Tell Me How, Paramore * * * * * * I used to think that people were so lucky to have friends to spend time with (because I hardly have any) but lately I’ve … Continue reading
Reality will break your heart Survival will not be the hardest part It’s keeping all your hopes alive When all the rest of you has died – 26, Paramore Ten years ago, I was in my carpool on the way to school, not quite awake, when CrushCrushCrush came on the radio and changed my life … Continue reading
Caring for someone who’s depressed means you’ll always second-guess yourself. I should have encouraged her to be strong and maintain her workload / I should have told her to relax and take it easy. I should have made her go out and meet her friends and do what used to make her happy / I … Continue reading
Someone asked me what I could share about the art and science of marketing and being in a sad mood / birthday tipsy I ranted that: – the process of creating a marketing strategy begins with the segmentation of the population (putting people into boxes) and selection of the target market (judging the worth of … Continue reading
There are almost no pictures of me here; I have no idea how many people read this blog and know me in real life / care who I am in real life. I’d rather make it irrelevant (focus on the message, not the messenger), etc etc. But this is probably my favorite picture of myself, … Continue reading
This site is dead now. I find it rather appropriate that it died around the same time that part of my life ended – the part I lived in these places and had the same musings about random pretty girls on the train or stumbling along the avenue with their friends on Friday nights. * … Continue reading
