This site is dead now. I find it rather appropriate that it died around the same time that part of my life ended – the part I lived in these places and had the same musings about random pretty girls on the train or stumbling along the avenue with their friends on Friday nights. * … Continue reading
Category Archives: Diary
A Polite Desire
For most anyone else, it would be a bittersweet film about a relationship that couldn’t last but nevertheless made each person better for knowing the other. For me, it’s about the impossible longing to go back to the moment where everything could have been changed. To correct the trajectory that was a fraction of a … Continue reading
What It’s Like These Days
The statistics aren’t on my side. At least 25% – 50% of people with bipolar disorder attempt suicide. It’s like having cancer, the way it takes over your life, how you try to live in between the surges of disease in your brainbox. On my wall I have a corkboard with the business cards of … Continue reading
Random thoughts
People of ancient civilizations told each other myths because they couldn’t explain the world around them. Things that are now as prosaic as rainfall or the coming and going of the seasons were so mysterious, their origins so far beyond understanding, that the only way to console their ignorance was to tell a story… * … Continue reading
Well S***
“True peace comes from accepting the worst.” – Lin Yutang (?) – Ever since I got out of the hospital, I’ve been steadily morphing into this person I don’t recognize. There wasn’t any specific point at which I realized I was different. It was slow but sure. On each successive morning I’d have less and … Continue reading
Anger / Diary / Quick Notes / Some Advice
Things I Did To Avoid Completely Losing My S*** While Locked Underground and Physically and Mentally Abused For Three Weeks
Sang “Someone’s Waiting For You” to myself Took showers as often as possible Kept a picture of my cat on my bedside trolley-table (drawn by my roommate) Wrote many letters threatening to sue all my doctors Tried as hard as possible to draw realistic colored pictures from a magazine (left by the same roommate who … Continue reading
All About Me & This Blog
“I’m thankful to those who defend me, and I’m not surprised by those who hate me, but either way you are missing the point. I don’t blame you for wanting to attack or defend me; that’s how we’re trained to think about complicated issues. But I don’t matter. It’s debatable whether my ideas matter, but for … Continue reading
